Thursday, August 13, 2009

I AM OK

Just a note to say, pay no attention to the facebook badge as it says I hate men...there's a story behind that..I really don't hate them all the time...lol...you'd have to know the story...my niece is having probs with her x....anyway all is well..thought of my old enemy(whiskey) today...for no apparent reason..and the temptation disappeared as quickly...that is gonna be an on going thing from now on...but who needs it...not me...SCA

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I AM STILL HERE…..

A cascading waterfall, flanked by flowers. Well, I am still here and feeling very good about all aspects of my life today…work is well and getting easier, tho tough hours….I seem to be getting along well with my coworkers as well…I tell ya, when you are under each others feet in a small area for 14 hours a day, it can be very nerve racking…especially when ya wanna throw something at one or the other…only because that is just the way it is in the food business….still all in all, by the end of the day there is alot of laughter and feelings of accomplishment…and that makes it all worth while…and this is a rehab? LOL…Now, what shall I do the next 4 days that I am off???? Hmmmmmm…smiles…SCA

MY FANTASY WORLD

I HAVE TO SAY, i LOVE THIS PICTURE…WENT TO SEE HARRY POTTER, AS I AM A BIG FAN..I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED FANTASY WORLDS…AND EVERYTHING ASSCOCIATED WITH THEM..DRAGONS, WIZARDS, FAIRIES,  YOU NAME IT, BUT PLEASE DON’T GET ME WRONG, WITHCCRAFT IS NOT MY FORTE’…I WISH YOU ALL A BEAUTIFUL DAY…AND MAY ALL YOU WISHES AND FANTASIES COME TRUE…..SCA.thumbnail

Saturday, August 8, 2009

GHOST OF THE PAST

Lately I have had a little trouble containing my temper..it is a ghost of the past..all goes along with my alcoholism...however, I find myself taking control and confronting my reason for such a feeling. All is well now...and apologies have been made...so many misunderstandings...I suppose these things will come along for the rest of my life...I am very thankful I now know how to handle such things...and reconize when I am falling back into that hole...the fall isn't quite as far now, though.This job is proving to be very hard. However I am hanging in there. My sis has been there a long time, and I now have a new certain respect for her in understanding what she has dealt with all this time. Not to mention the long hours. I also know there are millions of jobless people these days, so I am grateful for what I have.
I am finally moved in and settled down once again, so I have been getting plenty of restful nights, which helps alot...so, yes I am pushing for a 2 year sobriety birthdate still....SCA

Friday, July 31, 2009

AHHH….

BF2700000674Well I finally got settled..and yes what a great soak in the tub..it is amazing how we take some of the simple things in life and get great enjoyment from them..I am so grateful that I am able to see these things now..now that I am not blinded by my addictions…it is good to be back home, though I must say, I will miss my brother and Kathy. I know all I have to do is drive over, but that is not the same…. I love the family ties…those of which mean so much to me now…I will make it a point to do a weekly Wii visit…gonna beat him in something some day..lol…until next time..all is well..SCA

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

ALWAYS SOMETHING TO DO

WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE WE MAY GET A LITTLE RAIN..I SURE HOPE SO, MEANWHILE I AM BACK AT THE HOUSE WAITUNG PATIENTLY FOR MY NEW FURNITURE TO BE DELIVERED. YES I HAVE MOVED BACK HOME..NOW FOR A NICE LONG HOT BATH. IT SEEMS MY BROTHER HAS MAINLY SHOWERS AT HIS HOUSE..I AM A BATH FREAK…LOVE THEM…TALK ABOUT SOAKING YOUR WORRIES AWAY…LOL..SIS AND I ARE GOING TO THE MOVIES LATER..HAVEN’T DONE THAT IN AWHILE…SHOULD BE NICE.MEANWHILE I HAVE A VERY LONG WEEK AHEAD OF ME BEGINNING SAT. AT WORK, SO I AM GONNA GET SETTLED IN AND TAKE IT EASY WHILE I GET THE CHANCE…JUST ANOTHER DAY TO DO THAT…FRI IS GONNA BE A DO NOTHING DAY FOR ME…AHHH..THE LIFE OF SOBRIETY…ALWAYS SOMETHING TO DO, AND ALOT OF THANKYOUS TO MY MAKER FOR THE ABILITY TO DO SO..UNTIL LATER…SCAboat

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Take a piece of my heart..

So to you my dearest friends and family, I give you all a piece of my heart, because I know you will not steal it and run..you have always been there for me..I love you..ScaBESThearts